Sunday, February 10, 2008

Ok...finally done...

I deleted my friendster acc.

Why? Its not like have a use for it anyways. Meh...never got into the habit of adding ppl and writing testies , which also means i also wont be on other networking sites.

Ok...now it will finally stop spamming me emails... ^_^ nice~

Nothing much going on now... Still having 10 more months to go but only 12 days of leave. Dang...Sundays and Mondays are depressing days ever~~The ordeal of yet another week and the activities, filled with people you dun wanna meet, things that u r forced to do, time that is otherwise wasted and feelings of frustration, anger and regret.

If all this is a precursor to the real world, i understand why depression is going up. Not even 21 and im feeling so jaded abt this world. Sometimes knowing too much is a bane. To understand all the paths u take, its consequences and bearings for you, it can be a great torrent of trouble for the mind. Can't go rushing in, can't just throw in the towel and flip a coin. ZzZzZ...Damn.. Life is tough....where is my save point!?!?!


Random rantings yet again!!


For those unforgettable days, i live

Just a Plain Song <3
;4:38 AM

Okok..i think i better update my blog.

If not its like a waste of bandwidth and wateva not on the internet.

Ha...how long has it been since i saw this textbox.

Hmm...thats strange i think i start my last few posts mulling over all this...i think..haha...cos its realli too long le..

Since its been a while..lemme jus recap wat happened to the past few months.




















































Yup..nothing....heeeeee~~

hey tts the truth ya?

okok...for now...things still going on smoothly for me..nothing really happening to cause me to change much..which bad in a way cos it means im still stuck wif the past? meh...hopefully im overthinking again...

anyway jus saw sumting on central...they changed their anime programming slots for the better~

now they showing 3 diff anime a week at e 2300 timeslot.

guess this makes more sense to expose more ppl to anime..or at least diff genre...

bakuretsu tenshi, azumanga and d grayman..all differing types of anime..


bakuretsu tenshi= eccho overload...me gave up watching after a few episodes..

dgrayman = manga dint interest me enuff to watch the anime..

Azumanga daioh = possibly the best series i have yet to finish watching..lol..HD crashed the last time..Fortune telling by throwing a shoe...^_^


haha...if u all dunno...i have a distaste for those streaming sites..meh...watching such low quality versions of the shows dun give the studios any respect at all. I mean after all they worked so hard only to see their work to a 5cm by 7cm size movie? blaaa...this is becoming a rant...better stop..

I wonder when will they broadcast shows like haruhi and lucky star. but since they start showing azumanga...its a start ya? To convince ppl tt anime doesnt have to be abt fighting, mahou shoujo or some lovelove story..not tt im dissing those kinda shows though..i have my faves in each of those genres...hhaa..

oh well...finally im getting to see some lighr in central's programming...from the beginning where they show inuyasha and 12 kingdoms to azumanga now..haha.. its been a while ya?


now im running out of eng manga to read..time to start buying chi manga i guess...they jus translate them so slowly..too slowly i might say..

and to make it worse...there are not much new VN to read..meh...i better finish those in me collection first..or also...i can replay ever17...ah...the best time ever on my comp..

oh wells..guess its abt time i ended this raving session, for if i continue on, i might really lose all inhibitation and vent it all out..lol..and it wont be a pretty sight..nor would it be understandable..

i think its fine right? to stop thinking so much and worrying abt possibly everything.

Now, all i have to do is to convince myself to do so..


For those unforgettable days, I Live

Just a Plain Song <3
;6:59 AM

Abt 5 months nvr blog le.....so it feels kinda weird to do this...

such a sense of nostalgia....typing rubbish and ranting on the net...

its jus too bad i cant say much due to the place tt im in now...

so tt kinda explain the hiatus....cos im realli hum ji one...later get arrested then how??

anyways...jus wanna say tt i wont be in sg for arnd a month...

not tt most ppl will noe the diff since i dun have a lotta time to play catch up...

so meh...prolly no one is reading this....but i dun realli care...hopefully....got inspiration strike me during this trip.....

suddenly got an urge to write stories all over again...maybe its becos of f/sn or ever17

sighs..and its gonna take a long time b4 i can get my hands on narcissu side 2nd or hourglass of summer

oh well at least i can kill one month waiting time le...

RANDOM: getting a psp realli affects ur reading habits...

so much to say yet i dunno wat to put down...maybe all i need is a person to talk to....


probably, hopefully, just maybe...

Just a Plain Song <3
;6:37 AM

Finally...I blog again~~haha

Just finished my BMT and now on my block leave...same old same old...

Not enuff time to watch anime,drama and manga...

And to add to tt, im playing a new mmog...lol

All i can say is tt the gfx is cute...lol...tts e main reason y i play it...

U can choose to be a bunny cat sheep and other animals...

Its weirdness in jobnames make it so likable...(schoolgirl, librarian, prima donna) lololol

its call trickster btw but i think i wont have time to play le....

Sighs~~And i find my blogskin getting a bit boring but me dun have any inspiration for a new skin...maybe its cos i need to get more pics to edit first??? hmm....maybe i'll do tt next time...

now its time for higurashi no naku koro ni...one of the anime ive been waiting to finish...its disturbing and since i dun feel likeplacing spoilers here....i guess its ....

sore ja,mata ne?

Just a Plain Song <3
;9:10 AM

wooo...finally back from camp...

got a six day field camp so i was stuck on tt stupid island for arnd 2 weeks...

its so bleddy tiring la...

field camp tt is and now i got so many scratches all over my body...

time to lick my wounds and wait for it to heal...today is my bookout and pay day....

HAHAHAHAHA

jus felt my wallet getting thicker...but damn those adult price transport fares...

zzz...maybe i shld go crazy and aim OCS for the money...lol

Just a Plain Song <3
;6:23 AM

previous post is purely fictitious so dun bother to much abt it yup?

prolly gonna jus leave it hanging in the air cos im busy yeah?


so i guess tts it...

im going in ns tmr...

not night safari....but National service

( T _ T )

its jus something tt every (well at least most) male sg youth has to go thru

so its part of the control system put in place.

so all i gonna do is to let them command me~~~

gonna be so much easier tt way

haha...got so many things i wan to say but sadly time isnt realli on my side...

cos of blogger always dc ing on me...and i also got other things to do

im a busy man >_< teeheee

hopefully i will be bak on xmas...



*randomness*

oh yah...and wat do u get when two airheads put their heads together??

u get a hollow sound~~


farewell...adieu...zai jian...bye bye...ja ne~~

Just a Plain Song <3
;8:01 AM

Where am I?

I am enveloped in darkness...

Oh yes, I have still not opened my eyes

Slowly, i peeled my eyelids open.

A great white flash burned my retinas...

It took quite a while for me to get back my normal vision.

When my vision cleared, I could see the drab walls and the empty ceilings above me.

Besides me i could also see an IV drip attached to my skin.

I guess that's it. Somehow I'm in a hospital.

I forced myself to recall what had happened.

Ah yes, i was walking along halfway when suddenly my head was hit with a sudden pain

It was a pain so intense that i was instantly brought to me knees.

The last thing i remembered was me lying on my back, staring straight at the lonely sun that stood alone in the clear sky.

????:

All.... vital .... normal .... he .... lucky...be alive.

My ears could only hear intermittent sounds. Voices seemed blocked , like i was living in a mute and deaf world.

I turned towards where i thought I heard the voice was.

I strained my eyes and saw a man dressed in a white cloak.

He had a imposing figure, showing his superiority in his sacred domain.

Towering over my bed, he continued his routine examination

Doctor:

For the moment all is fine, make sure he doesn't overwork. And I need to speak with you

He gestured to my parents.

Clip...clip...clip...

The sharp sound of his shoes reverberated throughout the room as he stepped out.

Clap.

The door was lightly closed, as if to signify that the outside world was now unreachable for me.

I turned my head around searching for a window.

There was none.

Heh...Guess i got a prison around me.

Straining my ears, i heard cries of despair.

It was a voice all to familiar to me.

Even without them telling, i think i know what has happened to me.

I'm dying.

My life is cut short.

I was deluged with an overwhelming sense of dread.

Seven days in a bed wouldn't even weaken a person this much.

These words keep ringing through my mind...

"There is no hope...
The darkness beckons me
Death is welcoming me
And i enter its arms..."

Just a Plain Song <3
;10:19 AM