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;8:38 AM
san say tt the crowd loved us...and we tot tt the script was boring...lol...guess i was wrong after all...the teachers knew wat they were saying...we jus all read it the wrong way...and in tt process...made a one of my most regrettable action of my life...maybe tt screwed up everything...my everything???maybe not "tt" serious but...stil a veri impt part of me...
crap...thinking such thoughts again....there has to be seriously more to life than this...just got to keep my mind away from this...
back to today...lol...haha...today was so fun...managed to skate again...but today fell on my ass...cos i wanna act pro with 0 real skills...wanted to jump of a low ledge but miscalculated everything...in the end lost balance...lost face...fell straight on my ass...HAHAHA...better laugh at myself cos i realli deserved it...i need to suffer...lol...damn im a sadist...
Today also made a really impt decision....decided to follow my heart and wat it says...no more...biding for time is over-rated...it will happen on tt day...there is nothing i can swear to but it will happen...i won't procrastinate anymore...come hell or high water i will be prepared...if i don't do this...i will curse myself for letting go of this opportunity...if i do nothing...i m gonna hate myself for wat i dint do...for anyways...we are all evil people for the good things that we didn't do...this will be on my blog cos i wan a reminder to myself...that i won't and cannot delay it anymore...i was too unsure of myslef...at least i wan to be activley responsible for wat is going to happen...im not going to let some unknown circumstances be the deciding factor...i shall challenge fate and destiny...i will not let them decide wat the future will be...
if u see this...think u will be clearer on wat i think abt this...cos i think u already have some inkling of wats happening...i jus wasnt strong enuff to exert but stand...However i am now imbued wif this courage and hope...hope this wont appear as scary to u...
tt was a helluva rant...but i had to do it...sorry for boring the people out there...wati feel like saying i will jus type out...think this blog from now on will be an outlet for my hidden thoughts...im not gonna do any excessive self censoring here anymore...as longs as its legal to talk abt...it will be here...
guess this is the other decision in my life...
ja ne~~
;7:48 AM
in skool...borrow rollerblade from the councillors who brought it...
huge mistake...i kinda ruined one of the skates la...made it too tight and the strap thingy popped out...dint noe i so strong...lol
later made another mistake...me skating as usual and wanted to go bench and take it off...somehow i dint break enuff and crash into those metal benches...
SO FREAKING PAIN!!! $%&!!!(of cos i dint say it out la...lol)
later saw and felt a bump on my leg there...great sia...injury!!!maybe tmr can dun go for farewell!!oh yeah...(jkjk)
next few days so free...do wat sia...lol...prolly chiong all my remaining anime again...
oh wells...me rants finish le...
ja ne~~
;7:13 AM
im stil looking for a new blogskin that is hopefully not anime-related...lol
got see many nice skins but inappropriate to put on my blog...ahahahaha
chionged anime...zzz a lot today...eat nice food...kinda glad i dint work today...so long never rot at home until so happy...
but...still have to do skit's script at night...everyone at night then can discuss then lidat lor...since i also need to work at night then can do all this stuff one...lol...ahha...if the teachers stil wan to complain abt it...let them ba...i did all i could le...if they dun like it...tt's their prob...it would be funny if we actually got kicked out of the whole thing rather than us withdrawing...LOL...hey im not thinking about withdrawing now so no worries yup???
meh...mum's awake...cannot stay online longer and chiong Turn A Gundam...last few episodes looks and feel damn exciting...cant wait to finish it...after tt mus finish gunslinger girls and catch up with shuffle...kinda embarassing to say tt i'm not chasing the title anime of this blog...lol
ja ne~~
;9:23 AM
yesterday went to work at imm again!!!this time w/o chewy...haha...tot i was late ...reached there 1110...(supposedly late 10 min) but they haven't even started!!!lucky or unlucky me...cos i ran to imm from the mrt...sob sob...
whole day couldn't realli focus on the job...having a great siansation...issit because of tt thing tt happen??i not sure yup?jus noe tt i abit depressed there...mus sit in the same pace for almost whole day also...not helping much yup???
think sumting really wrong wif me yesterday...dint eat anything until at night 8 plus...so not me!!!imm the food there so exp...some more not veri nice one...all the snack stalls there a bit bleh...or am i finding excuses???i dunno....
in the end so sian..so tell boss i cannot work tmr...is actualli i dun wan...lol...missed the feeling of jus stoning at home...
stayed up tt nite...started on the skit's script again...jus typed out the scenes and stuff again...but me leave out the dialogue...i not tt pro to solo the skit...lol...i also tired ma...lucky got von to pei me online as i did the skit...if not surely got nothing come out one...in the end 1 plus le...so tired...nvr finish reading tt book which i planned to yesterday...so freaking tired i guess...
also did tt chinese first instinct quiz...some are hauntingly accurate and depressing but others is like roflcopter+lolerskates!~!...but qte tru i guess...
oh wells...
ja ne~~
;7:05 PM
today's work was boooorrriiinngggg...arrange things...keep stock...repack the bags...paste sticker on files...mundane stuff...well at least tt beats going around psychoing ppl to come to one deserted corner of IMM 3rd floor...lol...
but at least got home-cooked dinner today...so happy...( ^ _ ^ )
later on did something tt made me feel veri awful...
im sorry that things turn out to be this way...dun think u wanna hear abt this any more but this is purely abt the chers and nothing personal...it is saddening that it resulted like a situation like this...ruining many ppl's day...it is harsh and brutal of me to make the msg to be so cold...so piercing...so unlike me...think nothing else can say how sorry i am le...if i could show it more...i would...
for all u idiots out there...this post is nothing abt BGR...so shut the hell up...(not directed to 05s9d peeps...u noe i love u all too much to say those words...=p )
hope things will turn out fine in the end ba...
ooooh...jus saw something really nice from rozen maiden:traumend
A long time ago, there was a man who made and sold dolls.He said "I've taken very good care of and given my utmost affection to my dolls.I've loved them so much but they have not give me anything in return. They just sat there in silence.Nothing is sadder than that." But I believe its not that the dolls don't return anything back.It's just that they cannot.No matter how hard they try to express their feelings, they just don't reach us.
pretty much sums up the story of rozen maiden and the relationship between jun and shinku for the whole rozen maiden anime series i think...also gives the main idea of some relationships...sometimes...the tv is more realistic than life itself...jus a random thought...oh wells
ja ne~~
;9:18 AM
LOL...wat a screwed up day...went to skool cos today's the rehearsal for the skit...mus present 2 times...went skool so early...in the end jus change a few points here and there...after presenting the for the first time...we decided we have to give it an overhaul...the second skit was much better...until the teachers came and commented...
wth...say so much...want us to change here and there...mus well u all be directors la...wat students dedicate the whole thing to our P...u all are jus celebrating vicariously through us and make us do all the work...is there fairness???the backstage crew is also overworked le...seen tempers flaring around...we are supposed to give a farewell...not have internal conflict...jeeeez...
later tt nite...online meeting...its planning was screwed up...veri last minute...sec skool years in my cca...made me realise 1 thing...i dun wan to make ppl do last minute stuff anymore...i rmb everytime i was pissed off wif my seniors for all the last minute stuff they made us do and i always give myself a solemn reminder not to do tt wif my frens or juniors...i think i failed this time round...sighs~~~
got the feedback...got even more pissed...to the hell wif chers...giving criticisms like it was a god-given right...never giving much constructive criticism...kirai nan de...
at least something else brighten my day...the new anim tt central is showing is called rumbling hearts...wat a stupid name sia...the direct translation of the original Japanese title is much better ~kimi ga nozomu eien(KGNE)~ ~the eternity we wish for/desire~...this is the first drama/romance anime i've seen so far...can say tt it kinda makes me want more...but i dunno wat to see le...maybe i shld dl Air...haha...KGNE gonna be so heavily snipped in those few episodes...this series has excellent animation,ok voice-acting and also the best music ever...jus wait til u see the insert song of the second episode...stil one of my fave songs...
in the end...i was in a pissy mood...at least i dint took it out on anyone...tt's something i m thankful of...recovered due to anime...lol...
ja ne~~
wednesday
rain again...rot at home again...lol
ja ne~~
;6:22 PM
wat the hell...its raining so heavily...sians....
i wanna go out today one...but see the weather so "nice"...then decided to rot at home...hai~~could have gone to imm to work again today one...one hour $5...money like washed away by the rain lidat la...
i dun like rainy weather...except when i am sleeping...haha...today felt like sleeping in air con room lidat...so shuang...until i roused up and went "oh shit" at the weather...
think i gonna rot at home today...maybe chiong finished samurai 7 today...think 10 episode lidat ba...
if got time play a little AI dota...my net connexion sux...lol...so mus lidat...
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Monday
Went to skool to practise the skit for mrs ho farewell and aud early bday celebration...said 0800 meet lidat...all cept for chewy eugene and me late...hell yeah...lucky us...in the end we fed up and opened up the pack of bbq doritos which i intended to share wif the rest later...thx god aud also late,if not the whole surprise thingy is goneded...
everyone being late and their heck-care attitude pissed someone off...think things turned out ok in the end though...but jus running off lidat is scary ya???next time jus talk to us k??
Later led aud go arnd the skool looking for her bday present...ahaha...need to ling chang fa hui due to many problems...went to first aid room and saw crispy there...he so nice sia...let us use tt room for a while...made aud look in the room for nothing...pure evil-ness...halfway von came...so me continue to stall aud...lol
me gave aud a small present at each location to serve as an encouragement...later went to canteen and also library..both are phony locations...haha...the rest no skill la...never hide inside the classroom...so aud saw em when outside the classroom when we exited the lib...the secret location is out...made her walked enuff circles liao...so yay! give her chance to find her present...ahahaha
im glad tt she liked the present...haha...or maybe the process of finding it...lol...but sa bit obsessed over it lor...keep alking to the bear...wah lau...next to me damn weird sia...*shudders
later we attempted to do the skit...managed to have a proper proceeding of events and scenes...but the script is cmi la...got some parts ling chang fa hui
0_0
thursday need to present tt thing le...bu tt late afternoon i not free...craps...how to tell em...hopefully wont clash...
ja ne~~
;7:41 PM
today even slacker...but have a few tense moments...haha
i go promoted to a cashier!!!
i knew it was a very slack job cos looking at chewy yesterday so i volunteered for it...and i was right!!!!LOL
whole day jus arrow customers to the sales ppl...jus sit on chair do recording down stuff and tear coupons...the vcd shop in front of me showing war of the worlds...a bit sick of it la...lol
but the not so fun part is rushing the receipts for customers la...i dunno how to use the chequebook wif the carbon copy lor...wasted around 3 pages...lucy the boss so nice nvr scold me...ahahaha
our team lost out in total sales in terms of quantity sold and amt sold but i think its due to the fengshui...haha...explain too much will vomit blood so i shallskip...i do welcome verbal arguments though...as long as it dun end with a 'watever..."
at the end of the day collected paycheck and a large amount of vitagen...prolly 40ish bottles ba...wat an obscene amount...i carry them in plastic bag...other ppl dunno and will think tt i working for some vitagen company la...lol...but free stuff is good....
later went to eat bali thai restaurant with me parents...an ok meal...but i kinda expected more out from tt stall...im a bit dissappointed with the food there...
am i goint o work next week???who noes sia...see whether got go out play or not....hahahaha
ja ne~~~
;7:07 AM
lol...quite easy sia...job so slack...met chewy at 945 at jurong east there...so early sia...also had the wrong breakfast....
one packet of milk...forced it down and felt like puking...haha
later went to some ulu place in imm then start work...so fun sia...for 2 hours i was doing this...
1)Open plastic covering of a file
2)Remove a sticker
3)Paste sticker on the front
repeat 1 to 3 ad infinitumX2 hour
later lunch time...something very traumatising happen...first time this kinda thing happen to me...*shudders*....but somehow i can manage to eat my lunch...lol...
later need to do sales...my most hated part...at first is do subscription to tt lame mag...which i think no one sane will do it la...so lame and boring one...
i felt guilty promoting it...
and i heck care the incentives for selling the stuff...
coasted and drifted my way through the next few hours...i was more interested in the balloon shows than looking for customers...haah...but i stil managed to retain the job...
later get paycheque le...all the part timer all veri sian
they give cheque????
OMGWTHLOLBBQ
i slowly wonder how to get the money...haha...and i laugh at the person bside me...all's well that ends well??i sure hope so....
later ate mutton bryani in food court there...surprisingly nice...and shared rojak...stupid long queue and dao ppl at the stall...
went home 9 plus...haha....oh yeah!!!tot i could see anime but ended up chatting...sad sia...
ja ne~~~
;6:40 AM
later the day gradually got better...got dragged out to play pool...i like pack- mule lidat lor...bring outside shirt and umbrella...later got whooped pretty badly in pool...haha
guess it wasn't my day at paradiz there...
later we went to cine there the arcade cos the 2 of them wanna play table hockey...i not so free to ying chou them la...haha...cos i will thrash them one...then take coins from my pockets tt time make me die 2 times in crisis zone...sian ded
by some unknown reason...we got addicted to going to arcade and got to the one at dhoby ghaut mrt...played til until my tapz card gone ded...one of me most fun time at there...even though like veri short time today...haha
after dinner we walked arnd orchard...many things too trblesome to be said here...lol...later someone will come and break my leg when school reopen...lol
went home so late...got misunderstanding le...hahha...wat to do...wat to do...
something weird happened...me stil dunno wat is it...guess will noe tmr...
oh wells...me finish typing all the crap le....
ja ne~~
;7:10 AM
confused...
;11:47 PM
then got bloody chem lect...tt royal pain in the ass lecturing...spent 15 min lidat scolding us...tell us to pay attention+appreciate notes...waste time la...spent all my energy hearing her ravings...in the end lecture tt time i zzz le...oh yeah!!
went out to do stuff...suntec so fun?or issit the company...hahaha...today got ppl to make fun of...cannot say here cos i have my reasons....=)
realised tt procrastinating is good...sort of aniways...prevented a huge misunderstanding...oh well lessons learnt today will never be forgotten...love tt piece of crap...ahahahaha
;8:42 AM
it was a bore from start of the day la...firstly me waited for 135 for 15 minutes...made the timing for my whole day screw up...gggrrr
then later have a super boring lesson...who cares about temperature...later crashed c maths for 1 of the biggest waste of my time...the cher damn wols la...take so long to explain tt few questions...super sians...got me frens around me to pei me...tok to dota on one side...the other side tok other crap...ahaha
hai~~perhaps me shoulda went to zzz...instead of going out....feeling sick liao...
( > _ < )
hate this feeeling...dai kirai...
i need rest...pronto...
;3:47 AM
went to jurong east there...the onli iceskating rink in sg...bird went to imm and took NS line instead of EW line...laugh or cry sia...
went there...got smelly skates...eeeewww...so disgusting lor...the stench was horrendous...but wat to do...they monopolise the market there...hai~~started skating for a while b4 realising its damn straining on ur soles...haha...so pain sia...cannot get used to it...after a while(actualli 1 hr plus...LOL) i can skate!!! *cue applause and standing ovation* damn im good...ahaha
later went bak to payerlebar to play LAN...lets jus say my practice in dota has paid off...yeh!!last game so darn long...almost everyone lvl 25 le...hhahaa
now i realised something...my wallet is empty!!!!AHAHA...maybe i shld start to look for part-time job le...me dun wanna rely too much on my parents 4 money...
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Me decided something impt today...no point rushing thru things...maybe shld take things slowly and step by step ba...one moment's folly may lead to lifetime of regret...no matter how minuscle u think it is...it will still a have a bearing on something impt(rmb the butterfly's effect?)me is ranting too much over here...dunno why but i feel jus like doing it...is this blog an outlet for my emotions??maybe...it is not a fact...but it is a possibility(taken from exorcsim of emily)onli time will give me a clearer indication...
for all the things i tell to other ppl...yet i cant even listen to my own advice...wat irony...life plays evil tricks on each and every one of us...we jus have to accept tt as a truth and get used to it...more of it will still come as we progress into our ages...do i sense fear or do i sense hope???the future is full of uncertainties...i only wished i had the answers to those...
enuff of these pseudo-philospohical crap...haha...its getting depressing...
ja ne~~
;8:58 AM
I FINALLY SAW THE FIRST EPISODE OF ROZEN MAIDEN :TRAUMEND!!!
pardon me for my sudden outburst...but...i waited for this sequel for so long...prolly even more so than for GSD...maybe cos its got uber kawaii char like all those dolls!!its a pity tt suigintou dint make it into the second season(well she sorta made it but like a shadow onli)...the new (villian??),barasuishou doesnt have suigintou's lickass art...but she looks qte ok...haha...cant wait for the next episode...
no more crap to write le...lol
ja ne~~
;7:20 AM
me went back to skool yestseray to surpirse yv on her bday...relativley successfull cos she seemed kinda shocked when we pulled it off...spent the next few hours watching the other groups prepare and play wif her present...haha...then they started to go off to their rooms to start their their OP...py and me so free so we go and kahchiao almost all of them....ahahaha
later went home to slack first b4 meeting them and go to lu house...go his house everytime do one thing one lor...eat expired chocs...not tt im complaining but its stil veri nice...lol...kk i admit it...im cheapo...
tot them how to play asshole tai ti...so much fun...onli time tt can say ppl is asshole or toilet cleaner....hahaha...
later we meet yv ed and bern at cine there to see exorcism of emily rose!!!tt movie was awesome...one of the more value for money movies i've seen recently...the courtroom drama was veri intense and the flashbacks were well brought into the picture..seeing the 2 lawyers trying to screw each others case was damn interesting lor...best scene was the exorcism was carried out...althou not realli scary...but was so intense!!!esp when they got out the six names of the demons...since i dun realli blieve in this stuff mu swell say their names...lol...
One,two,three four,five SIX!!!!
We are the ones who dwell within!
I'm the one who dwells in Cain;
I'm the one who dwells in Nero;
I'm the one who dwells in Belail;
I'm the one who dwells in Legion;
I'm the one who dwells in Judas;
and I am Lucifer in the flesh!!!
One,two,three,four five,SIX
I give you tricks or treats!!!
tt scene was so tenseful...esp at the lucifer part...think it suddenly looked like the black robe character father moore was toking abt...a dark figurine with onli a sinister light emanating from where her eyes are...creepy...not too sure who belail and legion are but me noes the rest even thou im not xian...cain was the jealous brother of abel in the bible...and wat...committed the first murder in biblical history??nero was a nutjob emperor of the roman empire...he freaking burned down rome while playing some musical intrument...judas as most of us noe is the one who casued the death of the biblical messiah known as jesus...and lucifer...the xian god's left hand angel until he grew discontented and brought his groupies away from him...now known as satan...
If i'm wrong jus correct me...but start dun evangelising me...u will regret it...
well...tt's all...
ja ne~~
;7:38 PM
Ha Ha!!
Ha Ha Ha!!!
Ha Ha Ha Ha!!!!
OP is over!!!!!
Worked so hard(maybe?) for this whole year le...finally PW is done!!This is prolly the most amazing piece of sht tt the govt came up wif man...aiming to cultivate better students by putting them thru inane projects and maybe some senseless teaching...i mean who in the real worlds cares wat an I and R or an EoM is lor...the reason i did it is cos of the deadlines and the joy of saying "I got band 1!one!!eleven!!" (hopefully lor...lol) Today managed to go thru without major hitches so feel damn shuang...lol...went to school saw me classmates in library...missing qte a few but dun wan to say who and who cos veri leceh...ahaha...ed and bern so pro la...play dota on lib comp lo...surprisingly when da bai sha come tt time nvr stop them...lol...has she *gasp* mellowed??
later then is reporting time le...honestly la...i have no feeeling at all lor...only got a great sian-sation...stoned thru the first grp...when our turn to present then awake a bit...lol...can say tt we cruise thru the presentation...and i dint cok up at alll!!muahahah...The next grp presentation qte interesting...alt energy using falling rainwater in some ulu place...their first speaker say until so cheeem but i stil can understand...=p...slowly start to drift off...who ask them be last grp la...waste all of our time..lol..even deep not paying attention...ken half zzz le...and i went siao and sang the chorus of the spaz chix song...lol...later all kena sayed by teacher...but we all heck care lo...we wan go home ok???
went back home and ate lunch on my way back...lunch at 3 plus = bad la...even until dinner tt time stil so darn full....but go home got good news...managed to install FT le!!!now can play dota liao..can have dota tutorials...lol...to slack...a lifetime dream...a possibilty
oh yah...b4 i forget...
HAPPY bDAY y-VON!!!!
now i have to hope tt she dun see this...until tmr afternoon...haha
ja ne~~
;9:32 AM
After tt we indulged in my fave class activity...go out walk walk!!went to wif aud chewy squirrel lulu and me...almost like the usual few again...lol...go to PS cos got half-price thingy for the waffle...and a certain someone(chewy) made a bad boo-boo...somehow mix up secret recipe and gelare...then somemore mus the(waiter???) correct her...tell her go see the sign at the main enrance but dun wan listen...noob jiu shi noob...
Shared ice cream wif her cause both got no money...aha...think better cos eat the whole waffle and ice cream sure damn full one...too sweet also...later go arcade and tried the UFo catcher thingy and realise its actualli cheat money one...Self-reminder:Do not play tt again.
From PS walk to cine stil realise there was no exorcism of emily rose showing...ARGGH!!!In the end walked to suntec...played a even more childish thing...me dun wanna say le...cos i dint get wat i want...sobs~~
Now me stoning b4 my comp jus b4 my OP....can i do well for it??i think i can but me need to speak slowly can le...mus make 3min 30s speech ba...qustions is JBI lor...me can talk a lot of cock one ok....
I AM GOING TO BE SUCCESSFUL FOR MY OP!!! HOOOO-YAAAA!!!!
;4:59 AM
Enough about shuffle le...me explain the rationale of me making this blog next time cos probably will take dunno how long and i still need to burn/watch/dl anime...haha
ja ne~~
;10:00 AM
;9:50 AM