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san say tt the crowd loved us...and we tot tt the script was boring...lol...guess i was wrong after all...the teachers knew wat they were saying...we jus all read it the wrong way...and in tt process...made a one of my most regrettable action of my life...maybe tt screwed up everything...my everything???maybe not "tt" serious but...stil a veri impt part of me...
crap...thinking such thoughts again....there has to be seriously more to life than this...just got to keep my mind away from this...
back to today...lol...haha...today was so fun...managed to skate again...but today fell on my ass...cos i wanna act pro with 0 real skills...wanted to jump of a low ledge but miscalculated everything...in the end lost balance...lost face...fell straight on my ass...HAHAHA...better laugh at myself cos i realli deserved it...i need to suffer...lol...damn im a sadist...
Today also made a really impt decision....decided to follow my heart and wat it says...no more...biding for time is over-rated...it will happen on tt day...there is nothing i can swear to but it will happen...i won't procrastinate anymore...come hell or high water i will be prepared...if i don't do this...i will curse myself for letting go of this opportunity...if i do nothing...i m gonna hate myself for wat i dint do...for anyways...we are all evil people for the good things that we didn't do...this will be on my blog cos i wan a reminder to myself...that i won't and cannot delay it anymore...i was too unsure of myslef...at least i wan to be activley responsible for wat is going to happen...im not going to let some unknown circumstances be the deciding factor...i shall challenge fate and destiny...i will not let them decide wat the future will be...
if u see this...think u will be clearer on wat i think abt this...cos i think u already have some inkling of wats happening...i jus wasnt strong enuff to exert but stand...However i am now imbued wif this courage and hope...hope this wont appear as scary to u...
tt was a helluva rant...but i had to do it...sorry for boring the people out there...wati feel like saying i will jus type out...think this blog from now on will be an outlet for my hidden thoughts...im not gonna do any excessive self censoring here anymore...as longs as its legal to talk abt...it will be here...
guess this is the other decision in my life...
ja ne~~
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