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today went for the refresher course. Haha...woke up late and thus went there late too. i slept onli at 530am lor. Seduced by the comp. ( ^ _ ^ ). Hai~~ me orientation dance is a bit CMI. but nvm.Ha ha. The other ogls like got no ap one. Tts good. Hopefully can have synergy as a whole OG...painted og12 banner today. looks ok lor. Not the nicest but also not the ugliest. Hahaha
think i use my comp too much le...cos the fan at my comp table cannot work le. Got a funny burnt smell. Maybe i fried the circuits le? Now so hot.
Too lazy to blog abt the past few days. Nothing much happen anyways. Only tt i getting broke le.
"I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by" Douglas Adams
=)
ja ne~~
;2:34 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Hey its 4am now and im blogging! Another thing tt coincide wif the moonlight shadow song. Strange huh? I had been having sleepless nites the past few days. By choice of cause. I will nvr torture myself. Haha. ZZZing at 4 to 5 am these few days. Slp past noon one. LOL. My sense of timing is all screwed up? Faulty body clock. Crap think im getting delusional. Sleep deprivation? If i send or say anithing spaz mus forgive me yup? LOL. getting so high frm not having enuff slp...
watched "the promise" today/yesterday. was it a good movie? i think not so ba. the intro was a scene tt induce ppl to say "wtf?" storyline a bit skewed. Some cliches scattered arnd the whole movie. But at least cecilia cheung is this movie. Makes it more watchable. me recalls tt scene...( ^ _ ^ )
u noe b4 the movie they will normally show a pirated movie dvd contents.U noe the usual grainy pics, over pixellated figures and black-white pics. Tts realli true to some extent but a person wif high taste such as me will never be so lowdown to resort to buying pirated dvds.
Firstly is their obvious lack of quality. Those ppl have shaky hands. Invest in a tripod for chrais sake. Secondly...the internet is my good fren...nuff said...
aniways i learnt something in the worst way. some how i cannot access my blog thru firefox!! Came out wif some error. Think it mus gotta do wif the script. Im gonna change my blogskin soon!! Try something diff this time.. ( ^ o ^ )
now...jus hope tt blogskins.com got wat i wan....lol...
ja ne~~
;11:58 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Made qte a few changes to me comp today. Not a overhaul but definitely qte a sweeping change.
Firstly, i cleared all the junk in my startup and my desktop.Now its a bit barebones, with onli 2 items on my desktop. Not by choice though. I stil haven't figure out how to get rid of
the recycle bin. This was partly inspired by a visit to 4chan. I got hit aby a realisation tt i dun wan my preetty desktop pic to be marred by such low-class icons. So there we go.LOL
Also sorted out my treasure trove pics. Lurking in 4chan and animesuki can realli give u a lot of pics. 600 plus le. Little by the standards of those freaks but hey im starting out ok?
Hmmm...think i qte happi wif the changes i made. Finally not so cluttered le.
i think im stil addicted to anime...lol...tts sumting tt me gotta change
ja ne~~
;7:41 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
yep. finally the day is here. The most commercialised holiday in the whole calendar.
ITS XMAS!!
haha...me not gonna be a spoilsport and talk abt religion now. Its a time of giving a sharing so i decided to post all me xmas pic i have!!
not forgetting anime-style gothic gals for being so hot!
*not related to xmas though
for some unknown reason im becoming high...so holiday mood?
decided to post almost all my 4chan&animesuki pics here in the future.
being a leecher is so damn cool!!
ahha...
and b4 i forgot
lyrics of happy people performed by skoop on somebody
Yeah, happy peoples in the house
Happy people (well)
Happy people
Happy people
Happy people
Here we go!
Everybody stand up
Minna tatakatenda
Naishin wa fuanda demo keep your head right up
To the sky
Donna toki mo
Doko de ite mo
Just call me anytime
Kuchikara ni naru yo
*Happy peoples in the house
TAFU (Tough) na egao de
Happy peoples in the house
Ikite yuku no sa
Happy people
Kimisu(?) na my brother
Kimi dashikuteinda
Naidate my sister
Mato(?) waraetainda
Let's go
Shintoki(?) wo shite
Yori michi shite
It's all in your mind
Kaze ni fukarete
Happy peoples in the house
RAFU (Laugh) na yasasate
Happy peoples in the house
Chodoeikara(?)
Happy peoples in the house
Naite waratte
Happy peoples in the house
Motto to wo koe
(Anyday, anyplace, anytime you need me)
(Just call me, call me, call me out loud, my brother)
Anyday, anyplace, anytime you need me (Call me, call me anytime you need me, yeah)
Call me, call me, call me, man, out loud(When you need me, I'll be there for you)
Anyday, anyplace, anytime you need me Just call me, call me (Anytime)
Kuchikara ni naru yo
*Repeat
Happy peoples in the house
Hitori ja naite
Happy peoples in the house
Kimi ga waratta
Yeah
Happy people
Happy people (Well, everything is all right)
Happy people
Happy people
for its translation though i need some more time...ahha...hard to find for the full version...
guess tt's all for you today
ja ne~~
;9:49 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Went out to look those skateline skates...but me dint managed to find tt place.Gaaaah!! So pissed. Made meself walk in the sun for nothing. Great!!(sarcasm is intended)
Later a bit pissed le, so decided to go suntec walk walk. Haha, one of the rare times in which i was there alone. But nvm, had a hell of a time. Firstly i had an early dinner at Carl's Jr. The freaking burger was like at least twice the volume of a normal burger frm Mc and BK.Also the side dish was something that dropped down from heaven(but i forgot the name le). Its fries plus cheese and beef. Taste like the stuff u have on coney hot dogs(A&W..u all forget le??). The combination was supreme!!!The flavor of the meat sauce intertwined with french fries. Pure bliss. Qte a lot of quantity also. The box of tt thing was slightly larger than the box used to hold big Macs.Also the drinks there are free refill. And the napkins can take until u shuang one. LOL. But of cos the price is also dbl la. Jus like the burgers. =)
Later went to buy some shuffle figurines. Its those tt the put it inside the box and u get them randomly yup? Im super glad cos i got me 2 most fave shuffle characters!! Asa-chan and Kaede!! Actualli i wldnt getting the rest cos they are also so kawaii. Maybe except for Sia cos she realli looks funny.
Later passed by the arcade and saw this uber kewl game.
HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4 !!
They upgraded the weapons this time again. The original and the second one uses pistols , HoTD 3 use shotguns, and tis one use an uzi!! Haha. Also reload in a funny way. U have to shake the gun. *shrugs* Also sometimes the zombies will grab u and u have to "shake" them off (pun intended). Its qte a scene if u knew abt HoTD series. The number of zombies have increased to resident evil movie level. Hell! To a gaming noob he may even think its RE. But tt game is 2 dollars. Dam exp. I rather go do me stuff in eastpoint ( ^ _ - )
went home full and bloated from the free refill of drinks.
Im damn shuang today. Later got anime see. Muahaha. My three obsessions...food, gaming and anime!!! ( ^ _____ ^ )
ja ne~~
;8:18 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
there is simply no motivation for me to study lor. Haha. We are all caught up in this web of misery and misfortune, burdened by our own hopes and dreams. I never knew it would be this tough. Am I on a verge of a breakdown? hai~~
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As if the week doesn't seem like getting worse, it did. RIP Sousei-seiki. You did well. But i guess it came a litle bit short. Suigintou was better in tt fight. May you and your rosa mystica lay down in peace. They will never forget you.
ja ne~~
;8:42 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
This time went out to look out for rollerblades. Following the lead the qh gave me sometime ago, me went to carrefour to check it out. Meh,me dun like the skates there. Look a bit off one and then somemore im not too sure the quality of those brands. I dun trust the sales promoters there yup? Think they will psycho me to buy the stuff there.
So in the end went out of suntec empty-handed. Jus as well. Cos we went to eastpoint to eat and go arcade. Saw NY councillors at the entrance of Eastpoint. Good positioning but when it comes to ppl like me, even hard-sell tactics dun work. So i dint donate. I hope they dun recognise me. teeheee.
went to arcade and spend prolly twenty dollars there. The first time i spent so much there lor. Let u all guess what i spend the bulk of the money on.
*Hint : my arms are qte sore now...
first person other than bird(cos hes wif me?) to guess it correct will get a mystery prize.
Also signed up to be a VIP member for tt tapz card thing. Can save arnd 10cents/game. Im not trying to be cheapskate but i mus make my money stretch yup?
Today was so fun. Dint know arcade can be so addictive. Im hooked! Cant wait to go there again.
i also made a shocking dicovery from my sis today.for
THERE"S NO MORE MCSPICY DOUBLE!!
For now, there's onli McSpicy. Crap. One of the nicer burgers from Mac got screwed over.
Holey hell...
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Virtual. Something that doesnt exist in reality. Something that appears onli in our private minds and hearts. Some problems are tt way. U think tt it exist but the truth is, it doesn't. It is all but a grand illusion made by ur mind which is searching for an answer. Deluded, lost, misplaced caution. All tt will lead u to the wrong path. Guess that is the way the cookie crumbles.
Searching for the truth is always difficult. Especially in this dishonest and hypocritical world. What u see, hear, feel, smell, taste. They all could be manipulated by other ppl by some extent.
Ask yourself. What is the truth? Who determines that? Does it even exist? The ultimate truth?
is there even such a thing?
No one can ever give a clear cut answer to that question to tt. Becos the answer lies within themselves. We can onli search it out within ourselves. Even though we may screw up and acknowledge the foul crap as the truth. It is art of the process. If everything goes smoothly in life, there's not much meaning to it right?
kiazutsuku yori mo tsurai no wa
ashita wo akiramete jibun ni uso tsukisuzukeru koto
(* The only thing more painful than getting hurt
is giving up on tomorrow and continuing to lie to yourself)
Promise by TiA- yakitate japan OP
ja ne~~
;7:39 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
Monday and Tuesday
Grouping these two days together because its the OGL workshop thingy.Dun realli remember the details. Let's see what we do during then. For the first time in my life i played the orientation games until sian. 4 days worth of games cramped into 2 days. Sweeet. Also went to be guinea pigs to test out the games for them.Haha. Also learnt the dances for the orientation. I am so screwed if u all call me to teach the J1s next year the mass dance. My mantra for mass dance is totally different from other ppl. Oh No!!!
Tuesday lunch break tt time went wif qh to find yvon for me tsubasa chronicle discs. yvon is infatuated wif tt character there.cant blame her too, cos im also mad over some anime characters myself. LOL. Asa-senpai FTW! Suigintou Rawks! Then yvon asked qh chem questions. Kao, never ask me. My chem better than u(yvon) k?
On another note, the food there was awful. Meh i was so close to going out and buying lunch. The rice was so unplatable. Im kinda glad this whole thing is over.Ha Ha.
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Wednesday
Planned to go blading wif bird and zy. However we have decided tt we are going to buy rollerblades cos its gonna be more cost-efficient for us. So in the end dint skate at all. Detour to watch King Kong!! Went to Lido to watch cause cineleisure tickets sold out. What u expect lor, opening day for King Kong. Nevertheless its still a damn nice show, worth the amount of money spent there. Best part is when Kong one-on-one the T-rex in skull island and the brontosaurus chase scene.Also Kong has a veri weird sense of humor.U will noe it when u see the movie.So watch it k!!
Later loitered around orchard even though we know most of the shops are closed. Haha. Went back home qte late.
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Thursday
Went for a shopping trip today wif the same ppl. Ha Ha. Only managed to buy a new bag though and i dint got a chance to bargain. LOL. Later went to eat Sakae Sushi lunch buffet. I managed to eat 20 plates! haha. but later got two serving of fruits and one more ice cream. Managed to keep it in my stomach until i left sakae.LOL.
Later went to play lan and i won a dota 2v1! (im the 1 dummy...) Im improving!!LOL
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Friday
Rotted at home.sleep and watch anime and update blog.Guess tt abt all happen today.
Someone also sent me a pseudo chain-mail. Let me mull over whether shld i break the chain or not.
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dunno whats happening but somehow my life feels kinda empty now. Not the spiritual and religious tt kind ok? Jus sometimes there is a voice deep within me tt screams for attention and seeks for care. Strange? I think so too. So far my hols have passed by aimlessly, i am not even sure wat is gonna happen. crap. too much disturbances le. sad...
Ride on Shooting Star
kimi o sagashite kindanshôjô chû
uso o tsuita
*Ride on shooting star
Searching for you, and in withdrawal syndrome
I told a lie
"ride on shooting star" from The Pillows
;3:17 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Went down to eat the oyster omelette just now. The taste was ok but i have one gripe. The pan the stall use for the hao jian is the same for carrot cake and char kway teoww!!! If u do not know why I am reacting like this let me educate you. When cooking the above two named dishes,dark soy sauce will be used. It is hard to remove and thus when u cook anything after those dishes. It will turn black, making it look unappetising. I dun think they will change but i am making this suggestion. Change the freaking pan!!
Yesterday went to sandar's church korean japanese exchange(KJE).Was pretty interesting.Day started out with a quiz on japanese and korean food culture.Haha,all because of me there our group got a perfect 10 out of 10.Whooosh,I am so great!Then we had a sushi making competition.My aim there was not to make a sushi to present to the judges,but rather one which i can be used to fill my empty stomach.LOL.It worked pretty well.Somehow we manage to pull it off,cos we managed to get third (out of 12...lol) yay we are so good. Then we had wat i call a "psycho session".Dun think i can say out wat i directly feel cos i gonna piss a lot of naruto fans and xians.If ya dun get the link then nvm. It's better that way.
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hmmm...i suddenly recall a scene from the last few episodes of rahxephon
it happens when megumi was saying goodbye to ayato cos a big fight was gonna happen and ayato was gonna "save the world" with rahxephon(typical anime cliche..).Some character background. Megumi has a thing for Ayato. And Ayato's love in the anime is Haruka,who is also megumi's sister.Explaining all tt has happened in the anime would be too tiring so lemme jus say the scene yup?
When Megumi was saying her goodbyes to Ayato, she admitted that she had a crush on Ayato straight to his face.But she said that such a thing was over and wished the best for him and her sister , Haruka.But the truth is that she had never let him go. Out of his sight, she broke down and bawled, sobbing uncontrollably. At this point her father came to console her "Baka, dun act like an adult when you are not even one."
You all may be wondering why i am talking about all these out of the blue but this is something i want to say to yall. Now is a very tough time for all of us but we do not have to carry this burden alone. We are all in this together.We face the same fears,the same worries.Heck, even maybe the same joys. So wat im saying to you all is that u are not alone. You have us. Even in the unending darkness there will always be light. If u let us be it, we will be the light that shines just for you.
Many a times, we think that we can handle things in our way. We often believe that our actions are right and if things turn out to be awry we think "that's the way things are."
But is it really that way? How do you know whether your thinking is correct in the first place or not? Your worries,your fears they may very well be all self-created.How can you be upset over nothing?You may have been setting up an invisible wall between u and the ppl close to you. Things break down because of this. Friendship, trust and care. They are only as strong as we want them to be.Nothing less and nothing more. The moment you decided to give up on something, it will all be over. So i have a new resolution. I will never give up...cos i do not want to let ppl down.especially not myself...
And i hope all of you would be the same. Be strong. You can becos you are.
kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa
"akiramenaide" to itta
*My lost dreams of wanting to hold you by my side,
For them, you said, "Don't give up!"
ja ne~~
;5:52 AM
Friday, December 09, 2005
haha...me realised tt i super lagged regarding hols HW...today found out got someone same as me...so can relak a bit??ahaha...me canno believe im stil procrastinating now...i m so qiang!!!
past few days so many unmentionables happen...lol...naisho~~
baaa...nothing else to say le...
skinku is the best!!suigintou is not too shabby too...lol
ja ne~~
;6:54 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
who says tt putting images is hard...lol...this skin is awful for posting images...so small...anyways...skinku for teh win!!!!rozen maiden roxs...and someone is not too pro at posting pics...muahahha
ja ne~~
;7:06 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
went to zzz yesterday wif a fever of 37.8 lidat....woke up...temperature dint reced at all...muahaha...kinda a miracle tt i woke up...was shivering on my mattress...later took fever medicine plus 30 min rest lidat...and im fully cured...why do i love to torture myself??
later went iceskating even though me not feeling well...haha....couldn't focus at all...made so many mistakes and fell down qte a few times...keep going to the side to rest...lol me cmi sia...later went to buy tea without milk to soothe my suddenly aching stomach...wat a waste of money...why do i like to torture myself?
later played pool...got whooped again...this is getting into a bad habit...me stomach keep spasming while me playing...so cant shoot straight...haha...is this an excuse?on me way back bought lime coke cos i felt like it...when i put the can in my mouth i realised i did the wrong thing...was abt close to puking on me way back...why do i like to torture myself?
am i subconciously trying to hurt myself??or is it jus tt a have very low self-awareness...maybe i need all these pain to distract me frm something else...hmmm...jus a hypothesis....
i've been acting weird past few days...craps...wats happening?and why do i like to torture myself?
ps:got an inspiration to write another story...chotto matte!!
ja ne~~
;8:06 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
yikes the star awards was kinda awful this year....nothing tt really grabbed my attention...u have the usual...ppl saying how touched they are to get the awards...there is 0 suspense when it comes to the anouncement of results...maybe its cos tt the local tv stuff is to boring...me cant rmb the last time i saw and chased a channel 8 production...
prime example would be tt tong xin yuan...the characters are one dimensional...the good and bad characters are determined from the first season...they dun freaking change at all...seems to me they are jus making the script up jus to make the series long-lived...kinda a waste...so many episodes and stil they dint managed to make anithung worthy of mention...maybe jus jess liu act like a country bumpkin then make her evolve into a modern woman??meh...i hate tt series...ppl shouting here and there...dai kirai...
im pissed!!!lol...another funny thing me did today....wonder when i will stop...
ahaha...cant recall all tt happened today...onli rmb me using comp and going out to compasspoint...bought something new...but dun think many ppl will see me wif it..lol....its me new glasses...but me not wearing tt out one so yup??too bad...
oh well...gotta watch harry potter soon...
ja ne~~
;6:43 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
We, the unfortunate,
Lead by the unqualified,
To do the unnecessary,
For the ungrateful.
hmmm....is this teenage angst?lol...im doing weird stuff again....LOL...
let me blog abt my boring and trivial life affairs....shall i?
met wif bird to go swimming today...freakz...he woke up arnd 30 min after the time we had set to meet...in the end me go swim first...pang sei him...(actualli he stood me up..lol...)manaed to swim more than 1km today...could have swum more if not for him admiring the scenery...also had to got off the pool cos we meeting zy later...and when we got out...so darn cold...bbrrrr....*shiver...
went to east coast...decided not to go blading...went cycling instead...ahaha...kinda happy tt we changed our mind...tried to go changi village...but halfway then we realised tt a bit hard to achieve wif the time we have...we onli saw an "endless road"(quoted from bird)...cycle to the traffic light also so far le...also cycled on the road...i m evil!!hey police!arrest me!!lol...and when those big trucks pass by us...got one huge gust of wind tt blow us one side...so me was cursing at them...kinda pointless but i aslo need to fa xie...lol
meh...along the way they were looking at coconut trees and other craps...me got other things on me mind so i lagged frm wat they were seeing...lol...left out i supposed...
quote of the day
"the more things change,the more they remain the same"
maybe i shld put this segment jus for the heck of it...LOl...for he who is too free...he comes up with a lot of crap...damn jus realised tt i dint see any anime today...lol
ja ne~~
;10:24 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
mai otome has so many yuri innuendoes...a bit too much...but got to see miyu and alyssa(as a bird..lol) again...guess that makes me happy with this series...so far so good...jus hope that this sequel doesnt turn out like gundam seed destiny...(fu(kada spoils it all la...)
jus watched finished gunslinger girls...very fresh and unique for me...cute little gals carrying big guns...who wouldnt like tt? loved the drama and the action inside...well planned i guessed...but a bit too short-lived...wished there was more focus on each girl...like wat happen to angelica in the end?will she stil be "useful" to marco-san?and what will happen to section 2 in the end...me fave chracter has to be triela...so cool and kickass...too bad she has not as much screentime as she deserve...those ponytails are cute..=p...this whole series could do wif a bit more blood and gore though...the use a lot of piercing bullets...not those fragmented ones...sigh..a bit sad?tot framented ones are more deadly and cause less danger to the innocent things arnd which will thus lead the organisation to use it??hmm...ranting abt anime isnt veri nice cos a lot of ppl dunno wat im toking...lol...so ok...good gfx...good characters...ok sound...nice entertainment...exellent presentation...the style is there...
War is Peace
Freedom is Slavery
Ignorance is Strength.
suddeny felt like typing those golden words from George Orwell's 1985...not too sure also...
okok...i have decided to come up with a few ground rules for myself in this blog...better write them somewhere before i forget.
1)This blog is an extension of me and shld always represent wat my feelings and my stands are.
2)The blog will not be hidden from anyone as I have nothing to hide.
3)I dun realli care if i piss ppl off in my blog.if they dun like it,pls see me personally.
4)I will hunt down flamers and those who use vulgarities unnecessarily
5)Everything can be talked here.As long as it is legal.
6)All the people who read this blog must adore me(jus kidding)
ok jus these few rules for now...maye add more if i feel like it next time...
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Friday
wat happen this morning...oh ya i slept thru it...lol...met wif bird and zy to play lan and stuff...bird a bit ling lei now...lol...see liao will noe...plaed dota...got whoooped...play battlefield also got whooped by the AI...crazy shit...waste money...lol...went home so late but wth...at least dint go to mustafa wif my parents...go there i will die of boredom...
Thursday
did one of me most silliest thing in a while...i went swimming...went it was so cold...i was just a bit depressed at home so decided to go out for a swim...wrong choice...swim for arnd an hour and i began to sneeze in the pool...lol...blocked nose liao so how to swim??so went off the pool...later pass by mac...stomach growled...unconciously went in and grabbed an strawberry sundae...rong choice again...when i put the spoon inmy mouth i realised how cold I was again...LOL
so spent the rest of tt time shivering in mac before going out...next stop the library...yet another wrong choice...library was so cold too...lasted less than 30 min b4 i quickly grabbed a book and ran out...Later took 155 home...sat wrong place...under the air-con but stil too depressed to move...and in 10 min my nose was totally blocked...couldnt bail out...so jus stayed inside...
wat a screwed up day...my mind not working well on tt day i guess...all my tots a bit goneded...
ja ne~~
;9:44 AM