Just a Plain Song <3
went to zzz yesterday wif a fever of 37.8 lidat....woke up...temperature dint reced at all...muahaha...kinda a miracle tt i woke up...was shivering on my mattress...later took fever medicine plus 30 min rest lidat...and im fully cured...why do i love to torture myself??
later went iceskating even though me not feeling well...haha....couldn't focus at all...made so many mistakes and fell down qte a few times...keep going to the side to rest...lol me cmi sia...later went to buy tea without milk to soothe my suddenly aching stomach...wat a waste of money...why do i like to torture myself?
later played pool...got whooped again...this is getting into a bad habit...me stomach keep spasming while me playing...so cant shoot straight...haha...is this an excuse?on me way back bought lime coke cos i felt like it...when i put the can in my mouth i realised i did the wrong thing...was abt close to puking on me way back...why do i like to torture myself?
am i subconciously trying to hurt myself??or is it jus tt a have very low self-awareness...maybe i need all these pain to distract me frm something else...hmmm...jus a hypothesis....
i've been acting weird past few days...craps...wats happening?and why do i like to torture myself?
ps:got an inspiration to write another story...chotto matte!!
ja ne~~
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