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let me blog abt how i lived my life today. something that other ppl finds immature as after all it onli revolves ourselves and nobody else. (its veri inward-looking)
went out hunting today at orchard.
twas a comedy of errors.
not onli was a late,
But alas, an early stop!
Upon realisation i went back to take the train.
Only to realise twas the wrong direction.
oh cruel fate, dear blur me.
met up, got things over and done wif.
and even come across a pair of lovebirds.
snip snap, flash in the pan.
all done and our stomachs starts to growl.
pepper lunch, tt was the place.
in which we partake.
hot-plate, semi-raw meat, raw veggies and such.
all put together in one magnificent rut.
food was good, value-for-money lacking.
but stil, i like tt place.
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wth...somehow i managed to blog in this weird format...an idle is a devil's workshop?
more like frankenstein lab for mine...
ja ne~~
;7:16 AM
well it happen to me jus a few minutes ago. out of the blue, i wondered to myself why ami so fond of guro,blood and weenie bit of violence. There has always been a dark element in the things tt i like. And tts in almost all fields and its inclusions in various subtleties. Jus see this blogskin. I love this picture on the left. all around my stuff i see blood, death, and even violence. Mos of u readers will not noe cos i keep all these things close to myself. too much details make me look like a perverse psychopath
so i have been analysing for the past few minutes. Its my obsession for gore a reflection of my soul? maybe its a subconcious desire within me that is screaming to break free...wanting to break out...is my heart realli filled with pain,regret and resentment? aye, i think tt is true. who to open up to, tt is also a prob. seen many yabbers...tts y i dun like to talk abt certain stuff. wif no form of release wat shld i do? i have found a convenient medium. welcome to guro and such...yee ha...gore is good...
i also start to think why he hell am i so much into anime...my first reason, to forget abt the world tt i am in. to forget abt my woes and fears and live vicariously thru them. everytime i watch a single episode, i feel more at ease and for tt short moment i am in another world. its not a perfect world. there are stil losses and miseries. but hey at least its not affecting me directly yup?
for so many times i have stopped myself...self-doubt or self-denial? both are equally bad...im a burner of bridges, the proverbial person who came to the door too late and frog within the well all rolled into one.
say tt to me and i will reply...
touche
guess this is close to wat i call a random bout of emo-ness...think im slowly losing the right to call ppl emo...cos after all i may be one after all...messy ramblings...how unsightly...blaaa
holy crap!! have i become emo?????
;8:55 AM
When one says that word , one would probably be thinking of a group of crazy ppl running an absurdly long distance for the sake of a transcient title.
Well that did not happen in my case today. In fact i walked the whole thing and i dun realli feel ashamed about it. Hearing a conspiracy theory behind the 2.4 km run from rice, i seriously wonder wat on earth are we doing all these in the first place. Better put some self-censorship in this place. Later mindef ppl invite me for tea. Haha
So i walked the whole thing wif tonite and rice. PSing a few ppl along the way. Near the finishing line tt time we decided to wait for te rest of our og ppl to cross tt sacred line together. So u have a trio of mature young adults frolicking around in the playground. Cool huh? (eyes on me!)
later went for og outing that requires lotsa waiting. also had a scandalous affair in our og. heehee. damn, ur fast. haha
later had a sesson of pool where we tot the noobs how to play. good progress, haahaa. also not up to form on some games. i need more practise ya??
and then we headed to the seoul garden at bugis. planning all the stuff is a PITA. haaaaa. mus run to the restaurant lor. stupid counter staff. crap em
kinda pissed at em so decided to make them earn less money. rice was bside me and we both ate like ppl who jus came out of a hunger retreat. ate lotsa stuff. almost everyone was shock by our intake volume. especially the last plate of meat tt i took. all 0_0 cept for me and rice.
eat until darn full but did not have the sakae-sushi effect. prolly cos no rice. haha. i also missed out on the ice cream. but im not too sad over it. cos i ate strwberry sundae jus now le...hahaah
stomach felt funny after the whole meal...lol...so go arcade but dint play...saw a guy playing para...w/o the guiding arrows but he stil looks damn weird playin leh...
ahaha...went home liao...and yay...me sis helped me burned all the dl able songs from 02jam...yay!!can play more le....muahahahaha
happy lunar new year'eve evryone
haha
ja ne~~
;8:10 AM
Painful love is what is deep
inside of you. When you love, you love with
your whole being, and therefore, you get
crushed if or when it ends... You are deep
and sorrowed, wise far beyond your years. You
don't say much, but your thoughts are never
still. You aren't of this world.
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Cool!! i need to eat chocolate bars!!! Yeah!! Haha. Hmmmm...partly true i guess but arent this quizes supposed to work this way? LOL.. Painful love = stress and emo....eeeeekk i dun wan~~~~
;4:49 AM
It takes much time to kill a tree,
Not a simple jab of the knife
Will do it. It has grown
Slowly consuming the earth,
Rising out of it, feeding
Upon its crust, absorbing
Years of sunlight, air, water,
And out of its leprous hide
Sprouting leaves.
But this alone won't do it.
Not so much pain will do it.
The bleeding bark will heal
And from close to the ground
Will rise curled green twigs,
Miniature boughs
Which if unchecked will expand again
To former size.
The root is to be pulled out-
Out of the anchoring earth;
It is to be roped, tied,
And pulled out-snapped out
Or pulled out entirely,
Out from the earth-cave,
And the strength of the tree exposed,
The source, white and wet,
The most sensitive, hidden
For years inside the earth.
Of scorching and choking
In sun and air,
Browning, hardening,
Twisting, withering,
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felt like quoting this poem....hahahaha...its been a long time since i came in touch wif it. ahhhthe good old days of going to speech and drama lessons(but its more of speech...haha)
this also brought out something tt i did in gp lessons jus now...abt tone and attitude...
leave it for u all to grasp it(esp at 9d peeps...hahaha)
dunno how to end so i shall leave this hanging....ehehheheaa
ja ne~~
;4:40 AM
i hate durians. I really do.
jus watched rozen maiden traumend 11 and mai otome 15...feel a bit sad after it all...nevertheless fate/stay night made me day!! ahaha...cant wait to see more of saber and rin!! moe~~
ja ne~~
;6:01 AM
well on saturday the j2s have CIP!! collect old newspaper and clothing. But the planners a bit CMI, last week got another group collect liao lor.yesterday go again a bit no point sia...but wth...we will be carrying less things anyways...lol
my group was lucky yup?? the 2 buildings tt we were assisgned to was only arnd 4 stories high...so we finshed in less than an hour?? but stil cannot slack la...go help the rest by clearing the other short flats...ahahahha...troll and leech arnd
finished all the crap le..then whole class go toa payoh central there..traumatise those poor AMK students who were doing flag day...later miss lim so nice...treat the class kfc...not realli treat la....is actualli throw $50 to us and let us settle...lol...so went to bought 2 fiesta thingies to share wif the class. laer found out got no drink so me went 2 7-11 to buy 4 super big gulps. the cashier was kinda 0_0 lucki the kfc ppl dint chase me away...hahahaha..
to junhao : i may have kena tt thingy but ur still the bigger loser at the end...( ^ _ ^ )
later went to play pool....table so big ...veri hard to play...hahaha...sorri la...imma noob
play for a while b4 going lan...my gosh the lan shop there sux to the core....for many many many reasons...im gonna swear off goin tt lan shop le...
went home got nothing to do so tweaked me blogskin...the result?
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haha...nice pic from 4chan...if onli i could find the other one which i saw qte long time ago.......
later tt night..tot me sis to play o2jam...muahahha...got more ppl to jam wif le...
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today went to IMM...saw fann wong there...and she is so pale and scrawny....haha....okok...fair and petite?? promote a new animated movie i think...dun realli care abt it all though....haahaa
and i dun realli like local media...lol
ja ne~~
;3:34 AM
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
i have a personality of a cardboard box...eeerrr...thanks sia...lol...Greed: Medium Gluttony: Medium Wrath: Medium Sloth: High Envy: Medium Lust: High Pride: Medium
Discover Your Sins - Click Here
sloth i understand... but lust?? lol...maybe not tt kind of lust ba...hahahahaha
The Monkey's Final Score: 16 right out of 60
Well done, you have sent the monkey to his defeat. Your score is unquestionably higher, and thus the lowly monkey has been proven once again to be humankind's intellectual inferior. Good work, however your score does leave room for improvement. We should like to see the human dominate even more completely!
You scored in the 75th percentile.
(75% of quiz takers scored worse than you)Geography Your score: 9
Monkey's score: 5
-- Quite a sufficient job.History Your score: 11
Monkey's score: 5
-- Not too bad.Science/Technology Your score: 7
Monkey's score: 2
-- Well done.Random Trivia Your score: 5
Monkey's score: 4
-- Regrettably close scores.
I beat the monkey by 16 points.
Famous Monkey Trivia Quiz
wow!! im smarter than a monkey!!!! have to thank 11 years of education 4 tt...haahaa....any takers for this quiz??
now for me anime rants...ahahaha...bleach is going thru a filler arc...finally can see some episode where i dunno wats gonna happen next...( ^ ____ ^ )...onli one shinigami came to the real world...lol...willl the yachiru be joining him??saw a similar looking gal in the EP..which reminds me...the ep IS INANE...dunn wth is going on...haha...3 stuff animals dancing...oh yeah??
cant wait to know more abt this filler arc..
and finally fate/stay night is out!!!! used to save their fanart w/o realising wat it is...hahaah...jus watched the first 2 epi...know tt its gonna a helluva series...adapted from one of the best-selling games in jpan u noe??? muahahhaah...i have something to chase after shuffle liao~~~~
( ^ ____ ^ ) V MOAR MOAR MOAR!!!!
ja ne~~
;2:39 AM
jus look at our mos recent notes. Ionic equilibria..a freaking 31 pages long. wat made me pissed is tt they could have broken it up into more manageable sections. they already classified it into nice sections le but stil give tt bloody POS...wth sia!!
next is the recorded lecture. Ok its sumting new and i shldnt expect it to be perfect. But it has many fatal flaws within it. Firstly is the sound quality or rather the lack of it. With tt audio quality, its a wonder that so mani ppl are able to sit thru the whole thing. (ok...maybe im a audiophile and have high standards). the program they use also a bit substandard. for ppl wif slower connections...they have to wait veri long and its not smooth at all. it shld have a function for the student population to dl the file in its entirety(simply put...do not make it as a streaming media)
hai~~~~~~guess tts all for me rant for now...
also stil a bit pissed...abt internet explorer...u cant save a pdf u accessed on IE...dubba yew tee eff...tried later wif firefox and it manages to do jus tt. lesson of the day? use firefox... IE is junk..
now using a laptop..bah...i jus miss using my desktop. jus tt becos of arranging furniture...my internet cable not long enuff le...waaaaa...tt means no new anime until me mum gets a 4m long cable...stil got Air and nanoha A's to watch...hopefully i can survive....
ja ne~~
;8:02 AM
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.100% 88% 83% 79% 75% 63% 63% 46% 38%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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wow...kinda knew i would kena agnosticism or atheism b4 i took the quiz...but im qte suited for satanism...hahaha.. 666 ftw?lol
too lazi to recall wat happen the previous few days so tt i can blog it down. Ha ha. i m slacker~~
lets jus ee wat comes into my mind yup??
well there's nothing...hahaha
another day spent rotten at my home...so nothing much to blog abt...lol...
oh yah...me got introduced to a new online game called 02jam...and its super fun!!(primary school vocab...oh yeah)
it resemble all those music games u see in arcade..got mani buttons and when the note reaches the line...u mus hit the correct button...a la ddr...drum...para...
the music there is so nice...fly magpie is addictive...xmas memories is also veri soothing to hear...puberty is also veri nice...aha.al..now me have to wonder where to find the full mp3s for the songs...either korean or jap songs...gonna be harder than finding para songs...since the game jus came out...wish me luck yup???
ja ne~~
;7:55 AM
started the day by being kena shooted by tfk...lol...so interesting? first 2 periods was FM tutorials...super sianded...cant wait to get out of this...aud went to c maths class le..so me kinda alone..note to self: mus psycho more ppl drp f maths...lol...
after tt sti have tfk lect...got a sore neck after the lesson. Hhaaa. let yall guess wat happened. something bad abt today.. No one brought cards!! OMGWTHLOLBBQ
so lunch was spent without big 2 or bridge...rare for us..lol..mrs so dint come today...got another chem teacher who came in as a sub...i think hes balding...lol...lecture from farcanno see.... receding hairline liao...ahaha...hope he doesnt take this personally...lol....
after tt go big LT for some lame stuff..returned mslo...dun ask the proper name k? cos i also dunno...lol..need to copmplete or not ar??l
later went to zap the physics answers realised something really cool!! ( - _ ^ )
met up wif me OG12 at the library..haha..their aho-sensei gave em realli funni instruction regarding partial fractions. thxfully i was there to save the day wif my AO-grade c maths..tot them how to do partial fractions leh...dun pray pray...lol
loitered arnd wasting my time during the bazzar... i have this slightest memory tt i was supposed to look for a cca...
CCA that i wanna sign up for but forgotten are...
1) petanque (to irritate alvin)
2) KRT ( to irritate almost all of em)
3) Guzheng ( jus to have a wth-r-u-thinking rxn from ppl)
dun think got any else more...maybe shld jus set up a arcade-games club..lol..then can play all those games all for free...haaahaaa
theres a performance in the big LT again..by order of appearance... CO...guitar ensemble...guzheng...dance...piano ensemble...
saw many familiar faces in the performing crowd...finally saw wenjun dance...so cool sia~~haha..bai bai nvr polish guitar one...and wu gui damn slack lor..onli play the second song..be a hua ping in the first one...lol...
ahha...hopefully the J1s can join a cca which they enjoy...jus pray tt they wun be like me...cca-less...lol...this few days like keep on getting suan by ppl cos i got no cca..lol
ja ne~~
;6:14 AM
i had a dream of you
i gave your love away
but i belong to you
happi hari raya haji to all muslim peeps out there and a enjoyable slacking day for all erm...slackers??
haha...exams at the end of the year...so mus enjoy all slacking time now...tts what i feel...hehehe
jus had an og outing today...haha...a perfect day ruined by the weather...cock-up weather made us change plans.Met in pasir ris. Interesting fact. No matter wat the occasion, in any form of gathering, there will always be latecomers. Today i be a smarter fella and dint be punctual...oh yeah~~
turns out the weather was not going to be compliant...rain rain rain...wet grnd...go beach there do wat shit sia...lol...so in the end white sands eat lunch...OMG...all the way to there for jus lunch ( ^ _ ^")
lunched liao then go PS...haha...they are all gonna be so sianed by that place next time...all go play arcade...heeee so fun~~but i everytime go arcade will overspend one...haha...nxt time mus control...but onli in arcade i can go super high...haha~~
after tt went to pool...(not swimming pool la...u cold ppl)...our Og got qte a few pro ppl sia...haha...me better hide away in shame...sumting realli weird happen...at the pool place...it involves a HP, a blur gal and a "wth-is goin-on??" man
haha...hopefully i wont get murdered for saying tt. This OG is kinda nuts...lol...funny ppl...
without knowing...time passed by so fast...dinner time le..went LJS to eat..sumting screwed up there...dun have the normal fish and chix..so blooody sian...in the end got to make do wif some weird tasting piece fish...thankfully, tomato sauce is ur best fren in times like this...aha...eat liao then stay there tok more crap...
haa~~they are stil not high enuff...so went off liao ba...lol...jus as well...need to be home early..heee~~
guess tts all...wonder wat skool tmr will be like...better look at my timetable first...got cca bazaar for the J1s...maybe i shld be extra and go sign up for a few...let ppl waste their sms...muahaahaa...but tt is onli if we are let off early...lol....which think so cos the J2s are gonna be involved rite??lol...yay!!
wait for me OG12...im joining yall later!!!hahahah
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sometimes i wonder wat a blog is used for. we cant realli pour out our heart's deepest secret here cos it has an audience that knows the real u. binded by self-censorship, is the end result truly wat we wished for? so many dark feelings that cannot be said for fear of putting someone off. in the end all we get is a superficial product adorned fabricated stories and well-guised half-truths. is this the end for this blog? or maybe i shld jus have a public blog and another private one. one to realli act as my journal/diary/reflection space.
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the self that i show to others is not the true self that i realli am. In the world filled wif hypocrisy...one cant help to be dragged into its revelry..wat u to is correct is mostly wrong and wat u tot is impossible may actualli be tru...
me and my $0.02
its nt supposed to happen..this decision had took place qte a while back..dun look back..never falter in ur steps..
guess im a jealous person after all...
ja ne~~
;6:28 AM
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Moderate Level 2 (Lustful) High Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High Level 7 (Violent) Moderate Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) High Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Low
Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test
6th level-The City of Dis
As you approach Satan's wretched city where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell.
kool stuff!!!realised tt im such a sinful person. In te Xian context...im prolly a uber eveil person...heeeheee
ja ne~~
;8:00 AM
This whole week passsed by in a blur. Orientation came by and blew me away. Such a engaging week for all of us. Dun think i can forget waking up so early to go skool. (poor councillors got to reach skool at 0600)
Not too sure abt the chain of events le...ahaha...lemme try to recall...on tuesday ...oh crap forgot le...ahahaha....first day of orientation so we play icebreaker games...then lead them for some land games...haha...they a bit hard to high on tt day...
wednesday is water games?? tt day i kena game ic so cannot join up wif em...so sad...onli noe i stoned at the same spot for 4 hours?? missed the dance also...dunno whether shld i b happi or sad cos me dancing is CMI...LOL...come to think of it...me dint realli interact wif em on tt day...haha...ooops...
thursday = sentosa day...guess wat im game ic again!! whoopie!! on this day need to reach skool on 0620. But i late!!haha...learnt on tt day the timing of the first bus...lol...went sentosa to set up beach game...also saw mjc there...saw em doing vega tribal cheer...am bit nostalgic...too bad i dun keep in contact wif vega 4 animore...sobs...last time so high one sia...lol...
*Vega! Are u readi??
involved in a station tt makes them throw sandbags at a target board...some of em so violent...throw and then make the bags burst...bloody hell!! need to remake so many bombs.Think i too slack also...selective myopia plus arithmetically challenged...von also got first aid duty at sentosa...buy some mysterious forces she was stationed near me. welcomed her there wif a can of streamers...haha...my aiming so zhun...snow spray also excellent aiming one...
later got councillor help out at my station...von's fren...shanonny??tts wat i think she call her..lol..the council closed down the station after ours...then can slack wor...lol...jkjk...lunch tt time go eat delifrance...saw me og coming to the beach then so i chiong out to see them...haha..
haha..see them at my station they so high...i so veri happy...
after tt on the bus out to harborfront i got traumatised by me Og...kena bullied sia...all aim me...ahahah...cannot shooot back...
after tt we go harborfront station for soem sort of a gathering...lol...eat and other stuff...too bad nr go out play even more...
fri is the last day le...satart of wif a uber long session of dance...until close to luch time leh....wth lor...then they impromptu teach summer sunshine...haha...a cmi dance session...but i think i finally got the waltz part in the end...but too bad cannot use le...
later lunch tt time i kept getting chased away by my OG...haha...noe wat they planning liao...give myself no surprise leh...lol..later tt day played air games...continued to high for the whole day...cheering competition and dancing king plus queen...woooot!!
while waiting for dinner lincoln jeremy and yvonne played "to zanarkand" on tt piano on 4th floor...right song for the mood ba...hard to say lor...ahha...later thay all star to play piano..so zai la...me mus hide in shame le...me twinkle twinkle also cannnot play...wait for food until sian so in the end go disco nite high!! go crash other og and dance inside thier circle...went to the front..party like siao!!
wished this would all nvr end...but cannot la...say this liao later me 9d peeps will kill me...haha..
1 week together...OG12 FOREVER!!!
ja ne~~
;5:53 AM
this year's countdown was sweeet...went to chijmes this year for it...welcome the new year wif my ears blasted with music...jumping up and down wif some band playing live in front of us. Managed to squeeze to the front of the stage where its the most high and rowdiest. HAha...those freakin angmoh jus kept pushing around like nobody's business. all the shoving was a bit violent so haah..if ya cant take it..u better stay a bit further a bit..after tt continue jump there for a little while more. leg tired liao so went off there le..
later went esplanade to rot cos got no more trains and buses..haah..cant get to orchard to go sightseeing le...too lazy to walk also cos jus now too high le....jump until like overstretch my leg muscle liao...ahaha...stil ...it was da best!!
In short,
Countdown was a blast!!! the freaking best ever!!! LOL...
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in a blink of an eye, 2005 came to an end. the adage "time passes when u r having fun" never seemed to be more true in 2005
It is also be a year of missed opportunities. They say tt it onli comes round once. Now tt im sure its gone, let it be tt way
New year, fresh start. Not sure wat kind of year 2006 will be other than it will be veri stressful cos of a level...also better start to pray for my a lvl chinese result..haha..dun think it will help much but hate least im doing something...lol...
"When u wish for something u want very much, God is the one who ignores u" frm The Island
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Wishes for 2006
1. Be happy!!
2. Do all tutorials
3. Qualify for uni
4. Learn to style my hair..lol
5. Be more direct with ppl
6. See more political opposition in Singapore
7. Sg economy become stronger
8. More debates and dicusiions for thorny issues
9. No more war... ( Save the world, plant a Bush back in Texas)
10. Be less of a b***o
11. More money!!
12. Better luck when playing any games tt involves it.
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haha...wishlist cum resolution...lol...wonder how many of it will be true for this year
ps: cant wait for my bday to come this year...lol... ( ^ _ - )
ja ne~~
;7:24 AM
gone....all gone....imma gonnna hide in a corner for a while...
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bleh no use being pissed over it...need to remind my self to bak up stuff nxt time...typing wif no punctuation cos i decided no to give a shit abt it for this one post...
hai~~salvaging stuff again le...stil got some songs on a cd...but the newer ones are goneded... no more eurobeat liao...no more moonlight shadow... i need to use baidu also le...lol
im not gonna be depressed abt it anymore...haha...take it as a evil twist of fate ba
ja ne~~
;7:09 AM