Just a Plain Song <3
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Just a Plain Song <3
Should it be one of betrayal or of an vigilante spirit? Or should it be about the imcompetent fools that stabbed you in the back through their ignorance? It's really funny sometimes how not knowing things could hurt you so. The phrase "ignorance is bliss" is passe. Now, it is "ignorance is strength"
Not many people have the fortitude to gather all the pent-up emotions and release it into the thin air. Just into the atmosphere and see it fly away harmlessly. Why is it difficult you may ask? Well, it is due to our mortal human's sentimentality. Even though something may hurt us as we grip it it tightly, beneath the thorns of the cacti lies a soft and tender. However we often do not know whther the core had dried up or become infected with blight. What gives then? What do we always blindly rush head-first into such things? Is it our natural learning mechansism? If we had to learn through pain than why aren't we better equipped to withstand pain. Why are our hearts so weak that a single action may tear our souls apart?
As i always felt and belive, there are no happy endings, and we may never ever see the cacti bloom. Why therefore do we persisit in our ways i do not know. Why do we rush into pain i do not know. I only know that the closer i get to the answer, the more questions i get.
i don't expect to be enlightened anytime soon. Its name is just a label to show one's pride over the expectations of the world. What are we actually doing anyways?
The meaning of our existence. Our raison d'etre. Love?? Power?? Money?? Sex?? I think its self-gratification. To what extent i do not know. All I know is that the world is not acting the ideal way in my mind. Its too bad I have no control over it. The power to change people through momentous events...I do not have such capabilities. Then what do I really do then?
I do not know...
The closer u get to the light...the larger your shadow becomes...
;8:16 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
as with always, im gonna give my $0.02 on this show. I watched this show with qte a big expectation and im glad to say tt it lived up to it. The first episode was already depressing and its good to see tt it jumps straight into the story and not giving Aya(main char) those totally "happy days" treatment. As the story goes on, u could see the gradual frailty of her body whether is it through her decreasing automotive skills...This show features a lot of hope and always never fail to remind me to not to give up even if the situations does not realli seem nice...
ok...theres a lot of cliched stuff tts supposed to come up frm my mouth but im too lazy to type it all out cos it is also useless...haha...its just an experience that u have to see it with ur very own eyes..just make sure theres a box of tissues nearby, it was severely lackig when i watched the show...would i watch t again??...i prolly would if u had the time...haha..but i would rather watch a new series.
from spinocerebellar degeneration to leukemia...haha...guess thats the next series tt im gonna see...sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu...
my cries for you just echoes from the walls of my heart...can anyone tell me when my voice will reach you?
haha...im not emo ing...jus need a place to "park" all my literal sense on this page...lol...someday i shld jus write a sappy story here...and actualli do it...not jus talk cock all the time here...hahaah
soremata~~
;5:02 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
haha...so maybe later i will watch...cos i still feel tt such shows must be watched at night to have a greater ambience. All those vehicular traffic at my house woulda weaken the feel of the show...
so later i guess~~
haha...jus now played/read through my visual novels. Polyphonica's language was really cheem. I mean who uses words like matriculate, puissant and raiment anyways
nevertheless it was qte a good read, even though i needa use a dictionary frm time to time...lol...i believe tts a first in visual novels.
flood of tears was an unexpected surprise...went through the hina route but then not enuff time to see all the outcomes...oh wells...i guess i still have next time..haha
such good times...reading all these things on me comp...why isnt there anymore of visual novels...dun tell me i realli gotta learn jap to read more visual novels...tts realli frustrating cos aarrghh...mus learn another language...somemore kanji is hard to learn...grrr...well i can stay and hope and pray...
soremata~~
;6:16 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
to our dearest teacher, pls try not to be so racist next time and address ppl by their race. This lack of propriety is most appalling especially since it is after all inter-racial harmony week.
speaking of tt, wat happen to its celebration?
i think most of the skool population are not able to experience this occasion( imi havent even used the word enjoyed) All we got is a shift in timetables and a holiday which was actualli, qte a few months old.
WTH is this!!we jus mumbled some words one assembly and then, its like the whole event was wiped from our memory. I think i saw a few surprised faces today when students saw their own kind wearing ethnic costumes. What a successful event. We have to give thanks to those who are in charge.
happy things put aside, there's gonna be a pasar malam close to my house! oh , the small wondrous miracles of life. it means tt i dun have to put up with crappy food. haha. cant wait to eat all the good stuff. hey i aint greedy. its jus one of the most primeval intincts of man, eating charred meat. speaking of which, its been a loooooong time since i eaten steak. a fillet mignon will do just fine for me after such a long break from steak. i think my keyboard is getting wet with my saliva...lol
tmr is my free day....and i plan to complete 1 litre of love in tt timeframe!!
from the screenshots so far, all i can see is tt the female lead is cute...tts definitely a plus for any shows...haha...dun think i can start today...cos i noe its gonna be addictive...dun wanna be like a zombie tmr...such a long day for me...kekekeke
i flew to the moon in search for you,
only to see your footprints.
i scoured the icy tundras,
only to hear your foot-steps
i delved into the deepest caverns,
only to sniff your lingering scent.
and when i finally found you
you said you had lost memory of me
issit me or issit a wee bit too emo? haha...but, whatever *flicks hair*
sometimes ships continue to hide in the harbor even after the calm of the storm,
soremata~~
;7:56 AMThursday, July 13, 2006
Apathy is something is something commonly used to describe the young Sgians. If you do not what tt word means, google is your fren.
What i fear for our country is tt the youth are getting detached from the real fiscal world we are in. There seems to be a clear separation between national/international events and our daily personal lives. It doesn't take a genius to recognise the flaws of this characteristic. It may be true tt it may not affect us now directly, but if we dun look out for our own future, who would? Enough molly-coddling already. I believe that we need to experience the tough knocks in life for us to become even stronger. As I always felt, if life was easy-going and all smooth-sailing, it wouldnt as be as exciting ya? If I have to go through my life without experiencing any ups-and-downs, i would prolly pull my own plug.
I think an ideal society is one whose even the most odinary members are able to make a significant difference to it. For it to happen, apathy must be eradicated. But i guess this would be too good to be true. Lets all just watch the house burn down while we are trapped in it
sore ja, mata ne
;7:48 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
Firstly, the taxi fares increased. Is effect is snowballing. Now like 3 major taxi companies raised their prices liao lor... Oil prices are not a good reason to raise price as tt cost is taken by the cab-drivers. And this increase is gonna hit their wallets. The more $$$ per distance travelled is still ok. Tt alone shlda covered the fuel prices. But the extra 1 dollar at peak hour really pisses me off. Now we *have* to pay 2 dollars extra at peak hours. I find this kinda price is absurd. Are they trying to rip us off? It also doesnt help tt they made the peak hour earlier by 30 minutes. Lidat is like to earn the money of ppl who are unexpectedly gonna be late. If ur late, u wont prolly have much choice but to take a cab. Those manipulative taxi companies...trying to earn more money huh?? It might be little but from now on, im gonna boycott taxis.
Next is the appalling lack of journalistic freedom. Not sure if many ppl noe abt this but a mr brown's column at Today has been suspended. Why because of inappropriate sarcasm. Its just light suaning only la!! If there is a truly neutral newspaper in Singapore, it would prolly fold in a week cos of the lawsuits it kena.
The thing tt pisses me off the most = crazy bullshit frm the govt rep from MICA =
"It is not the role of journalists or newspapers in Singapore to champion issues, or campaign for or against the Government"
Fun fact: mica is also an component of granite and undergoes hydrolysis to form kaolin
Then for what use is the press for, parroting the government, social control over the people or overburdening the puny minds of citizens wif pointless trivia?? Way to go for a first world citizenry. Our minds being engineered by the govt. And the statement above is flawed. Try reading the papers and you will understand. And the partin shot of the govt rep is downright amusing. Calling him to come out from his online persona. Hello?? I think he has his personal pics and details on his blogs la... ANd amazing lack of research. How much are we paying them again? Just peanuts right?( or more than tt?)
Downright depressing. Im gonna earn a lot of money and get a "get out of jail free" card next time. Changing the way things are now is gonna be extremely difficult. Close to impossible.
No mood to blog abt normal life le. Always lidat after reflecting on our first world government
sore ja, mata ne
;8:06 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Not tt i am being a wuss abt it...i had taken a few down my throats not by choice but rather as a show a faked appreciation for tt truly gourdawful-fruit. Its kinda a wonder i havent burned my throat doing so.
tmr is my last paper. physics paper 1&2. i have as much hope as passing as a blind man in a driving test...
oh well, i mus not be dismayed...i must think of the things i can do in those short days of freedom...
in no particular order
1) Play/read finish Fate/Stay Night's demo
2) Watch Kanon 2006's preview
3) Complete or rewatch Saikano
4) Eat a pint of Haagen Dazs (one tub is one serving)
5) Finish a bag of ruffles
6) Get a complete set of the rozen maiden mini dolls!!
7) Think whether shld i spent 50 bucks on FS/N figurines
8) Source for karekano
9) Watch Honey and Clover
10) Find a new weekly anime to dl and watch
11) Read all available translations of SHnY novels
great...do i even have enuff time and money for all this??lol
10) is because SHnY jus finished its tv run. Kyoto Animation did a wonderful job in this show. The EP dance, and ENOZ's performance was the best. Think so far, they are the best in game -to-anime and novels-to-anime cross-overs...and they are the studio animating Kanon's remake...cant wait...even though i jus watched the 2002 version(a bit short for remake no?)
now if onli there is a planetarian OVA...and there are more translated kinetic novels to read through...maybe even manga i hope...lol
great...looks like im already an geek liao...but who cares...lol...
wait a sec!! ...i wanna show u all an incredible MV i seen on youtube so far...so nice tt it made me modify my blogskin...haha...no more bgm for now...(argh..html error...caant embed)
*SPOILER START*dun read until u see finish the mv
the words the guy said roughly translate to
There's a girl that i had once loved...
Even though im not with her now,
Im still in love with her
yes we can all cry now...hahah
*SPOILER END*
sore ja, mata nae~~
;7:39 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
thr argentina-germany match shows tt how impt home support is in world cup tournament...obviously argentina was the better team but the drive and guts of the germans kept them in methinks...and the poor argentine keeper got injured...so all 3 subs used and canno send in messi to kill off the germans....sad sad sad
italy and ukraine match was the onli match i watched halfway...cos its so obvious tt italia was going thru...first half dominance by itali made the match qte predictable...anyways its near impossible to have a get a goal against italy oince ur a goal down...
the inglessa-portugal match ....i missed the opening few minutes cos i was out....hahaha....fun fun fun...england went out as expected...kinda a miracle they managed to hold on til the PKs...after the match see so many english faces crying...oh well...at least they have found out tt they are more effective w/o beckham...good news for us is tt beckham has stepped down as captain...thy may be hope for england in the next euro tournament...=)
france and brazil...who would have thought tt france will prevail and the bald-headed maestro
would be back in business...zidane whoooped the brazilian defence ass many times over and over...onli on 1 or two occasions did he screw up controlling the ball...lets hope he can continue in this rich vein of form...
dun think i can watch the semis cos its too late and in between exams...sob sob...
thoughts on because im a girl mv...is tt transplant process even legal??
sore ja, mata ne
;9:25 PM