Just a Plain Song <3
Should it be one of betrayal or of an vigilante spirit? Or should it be about the imcompetent fools that stabbed you in the back through their ignorance? It's really funny sometimes how not knowing things could hurt you so. The phrase "ignorance is bliss" is passe. Now, it is "ignorance is strength"
Not many people have the fortitude to gather all the pent-up emotions and release it into the thin air. Just into the atmosphere and see it fly away harmlessly. Why is it difficult you may ask? Well, it is due to our mortal human's sentimentality. Even though something may hurt us as we grip it it tightly, beneath the thorns of the cacti lies a soft and tender. However we often do not know whther the core had dried up or become infected with blight. What gives then? What do we always blindly rush head-first into such things? Is it our natural learning mechansism? If we had to learn through pain than why aren't we better equipped to withstand pain. Why are our hearts so weak that a single action may tear our souls apart?
As i always felt and belive, there are no happy endings, and we may never ever see the cacti bloom. Why therefore do we persisit in our ways i do not know. Why do we rush into pain i do not know. I only know that the closer i get to the answer, the more questions i get.
i don't expect to be enlightened anytime soon. Its name is just a label to show one's pride over the expectations of the world. What are we actually doing anyways?
The meaning of our existence. Our raison d'etre. Love?? Power?? Money?? Sex?? I think its self-gratification. To what extent i do not know. All I know is that the world is not acting the ideal way in my mind. Its too bad I have no control over it. The power to change people through momentous events...I do not have such capabilities. Then what do I really do then?
I do not know...
The closer u get to the light...the larger your shadow becomes...
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