Just a Plain Song <3
Such bothersome things, these headaches are. I wont say im not depressed becos... what for do u try to repress this emotion. Methinks depression is the void of feeling. Everything that u do has no joy nor warmth. Kinda like the curse of the black pearl. Food now taste bleh...plain water seems to be the same as other forms of sugared water. Even now, when im listening to my fave songs, i cant seem to get a trace of a smile on my face. A real smile . Fake smiles are so easy to make. It after all takes like 30 odd muscles to do so. i daresay im one damn excellent maker of them. Jus tt now, i cant even be bothered to do tt.
All i wanna do is to run away from this place and jus stare into into the the sky wif no disruption. Aozora. The blue sky. Or the nightsky that is decorated by the star-spangled delights. Tsk, i had never thought that i would wanna do such a tired and cliched stuff. But maybe it is because i am living a tired cliched life, that i have such a dream..
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